Many times in my life, I have experienced
people idealizing me. Many times I have seen them put me on some kind of
pedestal. Why? Separation, of course. Because of such awareness, many times
people have thought that I have it easy, and it's such a privilege to live like
I do. To be free and to live as I choose to, not being trapped in victim
consciousness. I have also heard the statement: "Lucky You," so many
times. But this is simply not the Absolute Reality. How I live, is being created
by me ... and through me. There is no other way! Nothing is a given in my life,
and I have worked very "hard" to be where I AM now. I have
"earned" my freedom through becoming Self empowered. I still
experience challenges, and I always will. This is what always brings us to the
next level of our expansion. What is important here, is the way I go through
them (as passing my Spirit initiations). I have always been a very strong and
persistent Spirit, and many people in my life have admired me for that reason.
But in Truth, I did not come here to be admired ... I came to inspire ... to
uplift and to show the way!
My life is constantly challenging me, but
in a neutral and loving way. Our Creator is a benevolent One, and our Soul
intrinsically belongs to that Source of pure benevolence, which for me is
Divine Love. I always continue to ascend to descend, as I constantly climb the
highest peaks and have the most profound experiences of bliss and magic in
order to later ground them in the physical. I know who I AM, and I know why I
AM here. I AM blessed for remembering. And even though I tend to forget
sometimes, for a very short moment in space and time ... I never remain
forgetful. And I AM not to be looked upon or put on a pedestal, it is not why I
AM here for. Many who have done this before, have only remained disappointed.
That is what happens if we have such high expectations and hopes for someone
else ... or something outside of us. I AM here to show the way of transcending
the challenges and to reach higher in our Divine-Human experience. I came here
only to Be me and to show the way of how to be a Self empowered individual. I
did not come here to please others, as this is simply not possible anyway. I
came here to serve my Spirit within All That Is. I came here to reach for my
personal shining Star, in order to show to everyone, how simple life can be and
how we can flow through challenges with such Grace and humility ... while
constantly remaining open.
I had my share of ups and downs, and I AM
always going through that as I AM anchoring the energies of the New awareness
here on Earth ... serving as a pillar of Divine Light. I also had my moments,
when I did not see things completely in a neutral way, and when I have been
saying to myself: "This is not fair, this is not how things are supposed
to be." But I have never remained stuck in that consciousness. I have
always moved on. All my life, I have been a Phoenix of Creation, and the Dragon
of courage ... the pure power of Spirit! And I have seen that only through direct
experience, we can remember again ... and once and for all, truly master
ourselves in this place of Existence and reality. For that is why we are here
anyway ... all of us ... there are no exceptions. We are not here to look up to
others. We are to each become our own powerful lighthouse, as we are all Divine
companions. We can all guide the way ... I AM simply one of those guides, who
is here to share about such an experience.
Many times, I have been too hard on myself
as well ... pushing and pushing, doing and striving. Many times, I have cried.
Many times, I have missed my true "Home" ... only to remember again,
where this "Home" truly is. It is inside of me, wherever I AM and
wherever I choose to go next. The passion flames of the Divine have always been
burning strongly in me, and this has left me feeling so blessed, for I have
never truly fallen. I have merely had a glimpse of how "falling"
looks like ... to experience the contrast through which the Soul remembers. To
see what Humanity is going through on that level of experience. Each time, I
have remembered ... and I have remembered a bit more. It is time for a new way.
It is time for a New reality!
And I AM here only to remind You ... that
You can always do the same!
You can see my simple nature in my first Mountain video about Heart desires!
Within Divine Love, Polona
