It's been a long time since my last Blog post. And it isn't just the aspect of time, but it's also that my own world was like turned "upside down" since I last shared about the journey of physical Ascension. It feels like everything so far was directed towards gathering the proper amount of "Light quotient", which would be required for dealing with the challenging next levels of our Ascension. At times it gets so complex, that I myself find it very difficult to put everything into words. It all became so much more about the physical Human experience than anything mere knowledge could cover. Knowledge about Ascension is a very important part of this path, and yet it eventually reaches the level of complexity that even the Ascended Light Beings won't always be able to explain in simple Human terms that we might understand. That is because on every level of Creation there is mystery and newness to that experience. There is always "new territory" to enter. In words of the most Beloved Master Jesus the Christ, "Illumination is a very complex process, and therefore quite difficult to explain". That is why the next level of Human Ascension that comes post the "ascending stage" will be dedicated to several stages of "Life Force descent", which will coincide with several cycles of our Human counterpart liberation. You see, Ascension is not all about "ascending", but also about intentional "descending", which our Soul will move into as one of the several processes for its completion of the Human counterpart work that it has vowed to participate in creating in this lifetime.
Creating the Divine Human through Cosmic Christ embodiment is one of the most difficult paths that the Soul can choose. And therefore, it can only choose it when it is fully ready. And as with anything major, we won't ever feel totally ready for something, even when we have invested so much of ourselves into it. Personally, I was taken through a deep roller coaster of all sorts of Human processing and emotions, which ran through me as I was simply a vessel ready to "take it all". That is how it felt on a higher note, while it was completely uncomfortable and painfully difficult on a factual day to day Human level. The Masters of old and New showed me that this is all a part of the current Human Ascension, which many Light Beings strive to achieve complete in their own way, as just one of several major ascension processes that are simultaneously occurring at a greater/Cosmic level. Does knowing this make it any easier for us as Humans? Absolutely not. The journey of rising the energies through the principle of Christ Essence is the most excruciatingly painful one. We will often feel like we have hopped on this never ending wheel that is taking us through several "flushing" experiences, one after the other. So Life became all about the depth of Human experience for me. It was like I had no other choice. I am not referring to external Human experiences that we can have and enjoy in this realm, but rather about the nature of what it feels like to Be Human.
I was shown that it is actually much easier to be a "Guru" than a Divine Human, because the latter means going at it 50-50, a process in which both counterparts (Spirit and the Human) are playing an equal role. This is a new process, for which so many Light Beings have been toiling for Eons of time, and looking through singular journeys, not many have completed it. But we got much closer as a collective of Christ Beings, because each and everyone of us was chosen to carry a powerful torch of Light forward. Many people equate this way of "wayshowing" to "doing it for others", but it's not actually true. We can only do it for ourselves, within the chosen physical body/vehicle/temple (whatever You wish to call it). The "wayshowing" process actually refers to creating and opening new energetic potentials, which those who choose to follow (and the group collective) will be able to access as New energy potential. First a gateway has to be created, accessed and then opened as the New energy expression potential. This is not an easy task at all, because it deals with the evolutionary levels of the Human nature and psyche. And we all know how complex the Human psyche can be. Even profoundly awake and aware Beings will experience great challenges when trying to operate within the Human vehicle. Why is this so?
The Human counterpart still carries so much trauma born of several aspects of separation. Not to mention that it's often painfully difficult for Light Beings to exist within the incarnate Human template, because their original template is so different. It isn't until we fully begin the journey of descent, that we will get to experience these triggers firsthand. Some of them will run so wild and deep, that they might scare even the bravest of Souls. It's how resistance is created. Yes, the path of Christ embodiment is truly not all about "Love and Light", as so many are trying to make it nowadays. It is so much more, and it can run as deep as the deepest ancestral memory here on Earth. That is why our biggest work lies in summoning up the greatest level of compassion for the Human experience. The Human experience was always the Key for the process of ascending, and yet so many Light Beings have overlooked it, once earthbound. Yes, pure knowing can become murky once a Being of Light chooses to plunge into this density. And therefore they will have to make it their life's work to overcome it and move into a new level of vibrational attainment and embodiment within density of matter. It is most difficult when new levels of Light body consciousness and impulsing will intersect with the Human body vessel, which will also coincide with moments of the most difficult resistance. Becoming an Angel on Earth is not merely an act of conviction, because it involves so many factors that we only begin to witness as important once we are going through the depth of this experience ourselves. These interlocking waves of Divinity moving into Human form and the Human pain that is a result of ascending while still contained in a particular density, are very difficult to reason with.
It is almost like trying to describe why Humans experience suffering in one single sentence. It is not possible. Many have tried before, but suffering is also very complex, because it can be accessed on every single aspect of the layering that we are walking through in our own Ascension. It is not just mental or emotional in its cause, it is also deeply physiological. The body carries so much encoded memory in all of its cells, and the work that we do as Humans to process this can often seem to go on into infinite space. It is like moving freely and yet blindfolded through this experience. It is like we are learning to be a Human Being in a totally new way, while yet so much of the old will come to be embraced in the arms of Love, through the deepest of Human compassion. Some will birth this innate quality faster and simpler than others, and this doesn't depend on how "good" we are at it, but rather the difficulty of our assignment, which refers to the complex nature of our ancestral DNA design and encoded memory. This means that even through a Soul could (hypothetically) be incarnate in the physical body for the first time, it will also inherit and receive all of the previous experiences within all the preceding lifetimes as individual incarnations. And once we begin the cycle of descension, we will be working on raising the Christ within the Human body from within our Core template and the seeding energies. This means that all that we have gained from the cycle of ascending will have to be harnessed and taken back into the Core template of our Human design. That is the hardest part of this journey, and one that precedes the resurrection of the Christ. So it is within this "crucifixion"that suffering is felt and re-experienced on all levels of Being, before it is taken up into the Light of Christ. This has to occur on all levels of the Human design, which is super complex, because all of these aspects have to be lifted up into the true nature of our Christ birth right.
A simple task, no? Absolutely not! At this point it becomes all about the body. The fact is that the body had to sacrifice a lot in order for the Soul to undergo this ascending process. The body had to show up through such deep challenges and turmoil, over and over again. It is the body that is the real hero, not just our Soul through the Grace of Holy Spirit as it helps to direct this process and push our Life force in the right direction. So the body had to endure a lot, and that is why it feels so exhausted through this stage of the process. It becomes accustomed to using all of its energy reservoirs for this process, instead of using it for something else. The physical aspect of our life will be quite challenged during this time. This may last up to several years for many of us. It is the body and Light body getting used to this New kind of alchemy and learning from each other. It will often feel like one aspect is more dominant at a certain point, and yet they will be synchronized in the collective Ascension process the entire time. Endurance will be key, though. And we will need to motivate ourselves into choosing the Essence and Gift of Life over death, which will simultaneously accompany us for the ride, as the other half of the processing, in which we are illuminating the journey of Christ through both shadow and light. The body will have to show tremendous courage, as it will receive these waves of Light body Essence, while processing and integrating not just new information, but also a completely new way of operational functioning. When the body becomes the primary "recipient", it might feel like we are focused within this "underground space" that becomes our testing ground.
So the process of our "wayshowing" is an evolutionary journey towards creating a New Divine Human of Christ Essence embodiment. The work with our inner Human child counterpart will become the most vital part of our journey. It will require so much of our love, forgiveness and affection, especially because so much has been done to the physical aspect of the Human body, through manipulation, enslavement, genetic pool deprivation, control via dark forces/aspects, etc. The body is literally screaming: "Do You know how much I've been through!?" And most of us is pretty aware of how deeply the body has been hurt and deprived of deep nurture in this realm. And the best we can do is take it one step forward each day, as best as we can. This is not the easiest processing that we are all a part of, so we can stay prepared by knowing that deep within us lies the strength of the infinite, even though our temporary conditions here on Earth are not of the infinite nature. Our stamina comes from knowing that we can harness the power of the infinite and use it even in the most limiting and restrictive Human conditions, which we have chosen to experience and work through as Divine Humans.
We might experience quite a roller coaster at this time, because there will be good days and bad days, and we will have to find our way to navigate through the turbulent waters of Human processing. It is best to work with both our inner Source (White Light) connection and the Core of Mother Earth daily, for both are connecting us in a grounded sense, instead of just praying to "God" as the Divine. Earth held our bodies since the beginning of Human dawning, and it continues to do so, so a major part of this work lies in embracing the Earth journey as it is Now, even when it's not always ideal and as we would like it to be. The inner Christ will guide the way forward if we are willing to release all the self created blockages that come as a result of such resistance. Every time we break through a new layer of resistance represents a new victory for the journey of Christ within us. And even though this is happening in the way of "layering", because often much processing needs to occur before a new victory comes about, we can find a safe harbor in this Now moment that pulls us back into the center of the Heart. In one of my meditations, I saw a vision of Master Jesus Christ as he was showing the movement of hands embracing the Heart. It is all about the Heart. And as our Human Heart is in this processing and recovery state, a lot of energy will be moved through us. We must be gentle with ourselves as these energies are being dispersed and dispelled. Nothing comes over night, and as difficult as we often feel, there are tiny breakthroughs that each represent the victory of Christ over darkness and separation.
It is best to stay a neutral observer and witness (as much as we can), even when we are processing a lot of emotional energy, which is super charged with potential. The neutral observer state will make sure that vital New Life Force of Spirit shall be able to enter and re-focus and direct the energy that we are working through. We are actually the most in charge when we are able to stay in a deeply surrendered mode. This will allow the Light of Spirit to reinvigorate us and move New energy through us, which will be written in our Core template and the entire nervous and cellular system of our evolutionary body. Not much is yet spoken about the so-called "evolutionary body", because it's still quite a mystery as we are all moved through the first stages of this process. The best we can do is be aware of it, and allow the rest to occur naturally. Just knowing that all of this change has a deeper origin that we often ascribe it to, is enough. The more we trust this process, the easier it will be for the body to stay aligned with them. The most optimal point of equilibrium is when the body is deeply anchored in its current template, when simultaneously and equally open to receiving New evolutionary impulses. It might often even feel like we actually have two bodies, which can also result in feeling in a particular way one day, and totally different the next day. We might even feel torn between these seeming "two aspects" of ourselves as they are being worked on, in order to unify and come into full harmony within each other. It is an alchemy that can best be tapped into through our inner feeling, fine tuning, and deep sensing. Everyone will be guided in their own way to constantly "fine tune" according to specific needs of the body. Our abilities to merge the Soul with the body are different and quite unique. That is why we often feel that we are moving ahead very slowly. Mood swings and deep body changes are a normal part of this, as well as feeling totally out of place, out of sync with ourselves, or even not recognizing who we are anymore. This is simply all a part of the process.
Here is my most recent video in which I speak about this subject!
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And here is an automatic writing/channeled poem dedicated to this process:
The Human Divine
The time has come for sad thoughts to end,
start off for the beginning of a new refrain.
Love letters to the Self that open up new gates.
Where do they lead, I do not know,
but it wasn't time for it before.
The ongoing dying, and the infinite trying to rise again,
creating a breakthrough for the restless to turn into magical streams.
The writing, singing and dancing, I'm on my way, here I go again!
What dying has taught me is how to live.
Opening the eyes wide, no longer shut deep,
gazing at the Gates of hell where the tyranny of yesterday lives.
Where all life lives in endless hiding,
too tired to see the brightness of the Sun,
and the fruitfulness of another day, through the plenty of today.
As I rise and keep on swimming, the wave begins to ride itself,
opening towards the horizon, inviting in the brightness of pink-blue skies,
and that infinite White Light, which provides the growth for the sprouts.
That which needs to move towards Love, as if it is the only thing to know.
The Magic of Being Human and just breathing alive!
Heartbeat to song, Winter into Spring,
and the soft dance of the body, delighted to Be here.
Not always so, as the longing intensifies,
and the passion wants to explode into New Creation,
becoming more than before.
The Spark that never dies, even when it does, over and over again.
Moving deeper, fearlessly, to begin.
It is time, the Spirit knows, and the body must follow.
The Heart stays true, and tomorrow's dreams become real,
The Human has won, and Divine Love shall remain today.
And at the Dawn of Winter's end,
new colors shall come and bless the landscapes of Soul in an unknown way.
That which was before is no more.
Only a memory remains, which shall build new truths to come and last.
And yet there's even more, hidden in between spaces of small,
that which is hidden far from the eyes.
Alight with new streaming light, bringing in wonder and delight.
The Human dance of brightness and sorrow, of shadow and light.
The Spark that makes the flame, dances with joy and pain.
From worry to knowing, turning everything into pure Gold.
No one truly knows of the next step to take before the time comes,
and Divinity within speaks in the silence of Soul.
This Human is both young and old, new and unbeknownst,
Beloved and stranger on the go.
Unbreakable, unstoppable, determined to break free,
to set new standards, even for those still playing by the rules.
Liberating the Essence, again and again,
throughout lifetimes and spaces,
born to be free, the non tameable Spark of Life,
giving birth to itself in unbreakable Might.
The journey is long, but rewards are always near.
The willingness of the Human and the Love of the Divine,
a perfect combination blended together, better than grapes and wine.
The growth that never stops, ascending and descending as One must,
from higher to lower, and upwards again.
Beloved Human, how vulnerable You are.
And how beautifully You weave yourself into matter and evolve,
from nothing to everything, all in one song.
The song of the Soul, the Song of You.
A stairway to heaven and even more than this is true.
It is all for You, the revelation of the New.
Only You!
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